So life has been a tad busy with general goings on as well as that wonderful holiday season (which drives me insane). I’ve decided with the most recent events that I should probably actually *start* blogging rather than leave this space completely blank so here we go with the most recent goings on in my interesting life.
The most impacting and probably most difficult event I have and will ever deal with happened Monday night (the night before last). I should preface this with a quick explanation. I have always been incredibly close to my grandfather on my mothers side, this man practically raised me and has been my absolute hero all of my life. I like to think that I received my core values, work ethic, and intelligence from this man.
The basic intro being stated, Monday night my grandfather passed away. We received word last week that he had fallen and was in the hospital with a brain bleed, all of the family with the exception of myself made way to Arizona to see him. Unfortunately I had a court date yesterday and was unable to go. I did have the chance to see him a few months ago and am happy for that, I was able to make peace with his inevitable passing prior to this week.
Luckily my wonderful wife and loving life partner has been incredibly supportive. I have been battling alcoholism for a long while now and could have easily gone off the rails. I could have lost all semblance of sanity and dropped into incredible depression doing who knows what. Instead I’ve looked forward, happy that I made peace ahead of time and releived that my grandfather is no longer in pain.
Unfortunately the hit’s just kept coming, I was hopeful to get an extension on when I need to report to the county jail for my mandatory jail time (associated with a DUI) during my sentencing yesterday. Well, life handed me more lemons and I found myself being booked in yesterday afternoon.
When life gives you lemons, take them! Free stuff is always great.
I’ve always used the quote above during times when life has not been so great, yesterday was no exception. Again my wonderful wife to the rescue who immediately started the process to get me out on bond. I reported to court at 1:30 PM and arrived back home at 1:30AM this morning. Phew, it’s not that I fear or want to avoid the jail time as I earned that punishment. The issue lies in that with everyone gone I need to take care of two dogs and of course watch over family members home.
Timing timing timing… such is life! So I finalized my bond paperwork today and have begun the process to take care of business if you will as it pertains to my probation, jail time, and all the wonderful stuff I brought on to myself by making poor decisions. It may seem like I am whining a little bit here but far from it; I know my grandfather would have wanted me to “man up” and take care of my responsibilities.
So I’ll close this post with a few basic thoughts that are floating around my brain pan simmering in a mixture of grey matter and cerebral spinal fluid (yes that is a thing, in fact it leaks out my ears!!).
- The absolute best way I can honor my grandfather is never to drink again.
- As a secondary way to honor pops I need to tackle my responsibilities ASAP.
- I’m horrible as it comes to matters of procrastination, I need to work on this.
- My wife is an amazing woman and I better get her something good for valentines!
Enjoy life everyone, even when it gets a little difficult!
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